Haa...sangat lama x jenguk blog ni...idle agak lama since raya...hohoho...today aku nak start balik la ... kena consistent...susah betul aku ni nk consisten kan...hohoho
Hari ank sdare aku punye besday...she secifically ask me to come back home for her besday... So as feveret auntie x sanggu la nk hampakan ank sdare nan seorang ni...trs la aku beli tiket air asia n blk kg hr ni..xde la murah sgt...total rm142 oo...rm69 pegi blk + rm4 caj debit kad...siot j air asia ni....
And this is my ride...tgh tggu ms berlepas ni...see u again when i touch down..hehehe
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Monday, July 29, 2013
Bila Rasa Itu Menggamit Hati
Ku meniti awan yang kelabu.. Ku tempuhi lorong yang berliku.. Mencari sinar yang menerangi kegelapanku... Ku percaya nanti suatu masa... Sang suria kan menyinar jua... Membawa harapan yang menggunung.. Bersamanya....
Hahaha.. berjiwang pulak malam2 nie ye.... But that is the truth.. Aku betul2 x sabar nak habiskn lag seulan setengah aku punye probation period... I need to move on... Start a new life... Tapi itu la yang paling susah nak buat... Xpe la... Just feeling the pain... Stop running... Face it.. Face it.. Face it!!!
And stop contacting him!!!! Dia x rasa pun kehilangan ko.. So he is not suffering.. U are if u keep contacting him.. Just stop already.. For ur own good... Just be lonely.. Just be sad.. Be heart broken.. Be selfless... Be vulnerable...
Layan feeling nga lagu kat bawah la... Tapi mcm x relate sgt nga post nie.. Lantak la kn... Hehehe
Kau memang igauan ngeri dalam hidup aku!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahaha.. berjiwang pulak malam2 nie ye.... But that is the truth.. Aku betul2 x sabar nak habiskn lag seulan setengah aku punye probation period... I need to move on... Start a new life... Tapi itu la yang paling susah nak buat... Xpe la... Just feeling the pain... Stop running... Face it.. Face it.. Face it!!!
And stop contacting him!!!! Dia x rasa pun kehilangan ko.. So he is not suffering.. U are if u keep contacting him.. Just stop already.. For ur own good... Just be lonely.. Just be sad.. Be heart broken.. Be selfless... Be vulnerable...
Layan feeling nga lagu kat bawah la... Tapi mcm x relate sgt nga post nie.. Lantak la kn... Hehehe
Kau memang igauan ngeri dalam hidup aku!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
CeRiTa PaSaL TeLur
Haa... hari nie aku x berbuka kat ofis... very strange la balik pukul 6 but jalan seems so clear.. Clear nie bukan la langsung xde kete but clear federal highway... sape penah experience dia tau la... hahaha... And by the way, balik keje semalam aku p makan Mc D... hahaha.. dh lama mengidam tue...
Ditakdirkan la hari ini terdetik la hati aku nak memasak... Scramble egg je pun.. hahaha.. for aku punye sahur la... dh 2 hari aku x bangun sahur =( ... Ingat nak buat sandwich telur la... Tapi bila pecahkan telur tu.. WTF.. sumer dah busuk... huhuhu... memang la dh lepas expired date yg dia tulis kt bekas tue but sebelum nie xde pulak rosak mcm tue... Thinking about it pun dh buat aku rasa nak muntah.. Bau dia... Euwww....
This is 1st time la aku experience menda nie... Before this, ade la jugak aku beli telur kt Giant, dh dkt sebulan jgk lbh dr tarikh yg dia tulis but telur tue still ok... But dis one, nightmare ooo... Telur nie aku beli kat Tesco... memang low qualiti punye ke ape aku xtau... Ade gak kawan aku cite yang telur Tesco yang dia beli macam cair sgt... Ntah2 nie telur import dari China x.. Telur tiruan ke... Hohoho.. Xde hal nk berkonspirasi lak kt sini... Hahaha..
Moral of the story... jangan la ngengada beli sepapan telur 30 biji kalo memang malas nak masak... Nanti telur expired busuk... Huhuhu... Beli yang 10 je la... mahal pun xpe janji x membazir... And xde telur busuk... hehehe
Ditakdirkan la hari ini terdetik la hati aku nak memasak... Scramble egg je pun.. hahaha.. for aku punye sahur la... dh 2 hari aku x bangun sahur =( ... Ingat nak buat sandwich telur la... Tapi bila pecahkan telur tu.. WTF.. sumer dah busuk... huhuhu... memang la dh lepas expired date yg dia tulis kt bekas tue but sebelum nie xde pulak rosak mcm tue... Thinking about it pun dh buat aku rasa nak muntah.. Bau dia... Euwww....
This is 1st time la aku experience menda nie... Before this, ade la jugak aku beli telur kt Giant, dh dkt sebulan jgk lbh dr tarikh yg dia tulis but telur tue still ok... But dis one, nightmare ooo... Telur nie aku beli kat Tesco... memang low qualiti punye ke ape aku xtau... Ade gak kawan aku cite yang telur Tesco yang dia beli macam cair sgt... Ntah2 nie telur import dari China x.. Telur tiruan ke... Hohoho.. Xde hal nk berkonspirasi lak kt sini... Hahaha..
Moral of the story... jangan la ngengada beli sepapan telur 30 biji kalo memang malas nak masak... Nanti telur expired busuk... Huhuhu... Beli yang 10 je la... mahal pun xpe janji x membazir... And xde telur busuk... hehehe
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
BerBuKa Di OfiS
Hmm... hari nie partner aku x datang ofis.. Sian dia kete dia accident.. Macam teruk je... Sebab tue la aku x balik2 lagi nie.. Biasanye dia yang kalut ajak aku balik.. Rini since no push masa nie pun aku x gerak balik lagi... So berbuka di ofis la aku hari nie... hahaha...
Sebenarnye sama je berbuka mane2 pn... aku sebat air nga kurma je nanti... Macam skrg ni bile balik ade gk possibility aku nk g mane2 kdai beli makanan... Macam nk makan Mc D pn ade nie... hehehe... Nanti la aku update berbuka nga ape hari nie...
Sebenarnye sama je berbuka mane2 pn... aku sebat air nga kurma je nanti... Macam skrg ni bile balik ade gk possibility aku nk g mane2 kdai beli makanan... Macam nk makan Mc D pn ade nie... hehehe... Nanti la aku update berbuka nga ape hari nie...
Monday, July 22, 2013
Favourite Drama : What If ParT 2
Kali ni aku nak sambung review What If la... Last time sampai episod 3 je kan...sekarang dah sampai episod 7.. Lama jugak ek aku stop... Dulu ingat nye nak review la cite2 lain yg best skali tapi yang nie drama yang still on going n best bagi aku.. Sumer cite2 best yang aku follow dah habis...
Episod 4 tajuk dia What If U Became A Woman... hahaha... khas untuk lelaki la nie... Story ni pasal Dickinson, one of the nurse kat wad jiwa tue.. Looney Pine kot nama dia... don't really pay attention to dat..hehehe... Dickinson nie gay... selamba badak je dia liwat si Imzan tue..Euwww!!! So as an act of tak puas ati kn Imzan tue tulis la dalam buku dia What if dis Dickinson is a woman... So dat dia dapat rasa what it feels like to helpless bile kna buli n keji nga org... Yg Dickinson nie dia dh ade bini kot..And dia layan bini dia cam hampeh...Dia pn jaga mak dia yg dh nyanyuk..slalu halusinate yg akak dia yg dh mati still ade... Sian lak kt bini Dickinson nk melayan.. Bila Dickinson slowly dh jadi mcm pmpuan, mcm2 la dia buat to change dat.. He even try nk pecahkan peti suara dia nga pisau..pergh..ngeri!! Masa dia pegi kt bilik Imzan dia terbaca ape yg Imzan tulis... So dia agk mmg keje Imzan la tue... Up to one point dia punye feature completely like a woman n mak dia ingat tu akak dia yg dh mati... Hahaha... pas2 dia pn menyamar la jd nurse pmpuan baru n pegi kt bilik Imzan mintak Imzan tukar dia balik jadi pmpuan... Masa tue la baru Imzan start to realise yg dia ade power nie...
Sambungan episod 5 Imzan mula explore dia punye ability... Start dari situ dia dah x aik ubat2 yg doktor bagi..n dia start to remember his past.. Pasal ank dia Shasha yang dia x dpt jumpa...Bini dia yg dh mati...N bapak mertua dia yang halang percintaan diorg... Rupa2nye Rashidi Ishak aka Datuk Kamal kot kalo x silap dlm cite nie is one of the main donator for Looney Pine nie..dats wh Imzan stuck kt situ..Push to be mad by all the doctors yg rawat dia.. So bile dia off the meds dia memang really sane la.. Doctor Priya yang rawat dia pn kata CT scan dia mmg really good. So masa tue la dia start investigate what happen to Dickinson...Makcik Habsah yg jadi serial killer tue.. Dr Raihana yg masuk wad jiwa sbb dgr fikiran org n Guna attendance yg mati kt wad sana.. Yg nampak hantu tue.. Bila dah certain nga ability dia tue macam2 la test dia buat... Tls yg Benji nangis bile kna provoke.. dtg bulan la... More towards experimenting la... N dlm episod nie gk dia jmpa nga Datok Kamal...siap bersalam bagai.. Bile jmpa new doc instead of Dr Priya, Dr Chong tu inject ape ntah kt dia... Headache gle2 smpai Dr Chong blh ckp he would rather die than facing the pain... Ho3... bile Imzan sedar dia mmg xthn sakit tp dia smpt tls kt dinding What If the headache gone.. Immediately hilang... Pas2 dia request la nk nurse nye unifrom then nurse yg baik Rahman kot nama dia dtg bg bj nurse...hahaha... Runaway mission started!!! Oh ya... dia pn dh dpt jalan sbb dia tls walk if he can walk...he3 ending ep 5 dia kna kejar nga pak guard.
Episod 6... dia tls What if he is invisible... Tadaa... berjaya la dia larikan diri bile org xnmpk dia...so dia wondering around la..tengok gelagat manusia... since org x nmpk dia kn.bile terlanggar terkejut la xde pape kt blkg..he3 then dia lpk kdai mamak, tgk sorang pmpuan kna buli nga boss dia n dia decide nk pmpuan tu jd hamba dia..automatically pmpuan tue nmpk dia n jd hamba dia... dia pn lpk kt umh dis girl la... at the same time dia praktis dia nye power...aku singkatkn story je la...pjg sgt nk cte semua... de sorang jiran dat girl nie stalk dia... Imzan try la tls mcm2 kt da tp x menjadi...yg laki nie Shamsi name dia psiko...i think serial rapist.. so bile dia try pmpuan ni tp kna halang nga kawan dia, si Shamsi nie smpai tahap bunuh kwn dat girl.. N bile ade peluang dia msk umh dat girl n try to rape her.. Imzan came to rescue.. Pas2 dia suh dat girl blk kg..KL x slmt for her... Masa dia lepak kt bwh, Shamsi nie terlanggar dia... Dia pn sj je la tls What If Shamsi got hit by a car.. and it happen.. So What If rule is 1. All the things should start with What If 2. Anything pasal Imzan akan menjadi 3. Imzan kna sentuh org yg dia nk story about.
Episod 7 What If U are Kanibal... dia buat katJamal Lokman kot nama mamat tu.. adik ipar dia.. Jahat gk mamat nie wat kt dia dulu.. Plant dadah kt umh dia then pggl polis... So si Jamal Lokman ni bile lapo darah dia beli la raw meat kt Giant... hehehe... Pas2 hisap darah pmpuan... Dia dh plan nga sorang cashier Giant tue tp dia lmbt dtg sbb tgk gaya bile dia kanibal nie jd cm werewolf gitu..berbulu bagai... So cashier tu balik je... Dia pn pggl secretary dia la..nk lps gian.. bile dia nk hisap drh secretary dia, minah tue mnjerit..org dtg..terbantut lagi.. so dia blk umh nk makan je sape2 yg ade.. dia serang Datok Kamal, tetiba Shasha muncul... Jamal kejar dia...dh nk terkam bdk nie bapak dia ugut nga pistol...last2 dia tembak kt kepala sbb x dgr ckp..mati la lg sorang ank dia... huhuhu...nape la x tembak kt paha ke...p aim kepala wat pe...ho3 n dlm nie gk dpt tau yg Imzan xleh reverse ape yg dia buat n ank dia dpt nmpk dia..sbb dia try nk reverse la Jamal Lokman dr jd kanibal sbb ank dia dlm bhy sbb dk serumah... Ending for Jamal mcm x ptt j kn...tp ayt yg best mmg x ptt nasib Jamal mcm tue but seeing Datok Kamal hurt like that is very satisfying...lbh krg gitu la ayt dia... Totally agreed!!
Ok la.. nanti sambung lagi la.. Melampau panjang dh post yg nie...hahaha
Episod 4 tajuk dia What If U Became A Woman... hahaha... khas untuk lelaki la nie... Story ni pasal Dickinson, one of the nurse kat wad jiwa tue.. Looney Pine kot nama dia... don't really pay attention to dat..hehehe... Dickinson nie gay... selamba badak je dia liwat si Imzan tue..Euwww!!! So as an act of tak puas ati kn Imzan tue tulis la dalam buku dia What if dis Dickinson is a woman... So dat dia dapat rasa what it feels like to helpless bile kna buli n keji nga org... Yg Dickinson nie dia dh ade bini kot..And dia layan bini dia cam hampeh...Dia pn jaga mak dia yg dh nyanyuk..slalu halusinate yg akak dia yg dh mati still ade... Sian lak kt bini Dickinson nk melayan.. Bila Dickinson slowly dh jadi mcm pmpuan, mcm2 la dia buat to change dat.. He even try nk pecahkan peti suara dia nga pisau..pergh..ngeri!! Masa dia pegi kt bilik Imzan dia terbaca ape yg Imzan tulis... So dia agk mmg keje Imzan la tue... Up to one point dia punye feature completely like a woman n mak dia ingat tu akak dia yg dh mati... Hahaha... pas2 dia pn menyamar la jd nurse pmpuan baru n pegi kt bilik Imzan mintak Imzan tukar dia balik jadi pmpuan... Masa tue la baru Imzan start to realise yg dia ade power nie...
Sambungan episod 5 Imzan mula explore dia punye ability... Start dari situ dia dah x aik ubat2 yg doktor bagi..n dia start to remember his past.. Pasal ank dia Shasha yang dia x dpt jumpa...Bini dia yg dh mati...N bapak mertua dia yang halang percintaan diorg... Rupa2nye Rashidi Ishak aka Datuk Kamal kot kalo x silap dlm cite nie is one of the main donator for Looney Pine nie..dats wh Imzan stuck kt situ..Push to be mad by all the doctors yg rawat dia.. So bile dia off the meds dia memang really sane la.. Doctor Priya yang rawat dia pn kata CT scan dia mmg really good. So masa tue la dia start investigate what happen to Dickinson...Makcik Habsah yg jadi serial killer tue.. Dr Raihana yg masuk wad jiwa sbb dgr fikiran org n Guna attendance yg mati kt wad sana.. Yg nampak hantu tue.. Bila dah certain nga ability dia tue macam2 la test dia buat... Tls yg Benji nangis bile kna provoke.. dtg bulan la... More towards experimenting la... N dlm episod nie gk dia jmpa nga Datok Kamal...siap bersalam bagai.. Bile jmpa new doc instead of Dr Priya, Dr Chong tu inject ape ntah kt dia... Headache gle2 smpai Dr Chong blh ckp he would rather die than facing the pain... Ho3... bile Imzan sedar dia mmg xthn sakit tp dia smpt tls kt dinding What If the headache gone.. Immediately hilang... Pas2 dia request la nk nurse nye unifrom then nurse yg baik Rahman kot nama dia dtg bg bj nurse...hahaha... Runaway mission started!!! Oh ya... dia pn dh dpt jalan sbb dia tls walk if he can walk...he3 ending ep 5 dia kna kejar nga pak guard.
Episod 6... dia tls What if he is invisible... Tadaa... berjaya la dia larikan diri bile org xnmpk dia...so dia wondering around la..tengok gelagat manusia... since org x nmpk dia kn.bile terlanggar terkejut la xde pape kt blkg..he3 then dia lpk kdai mamak, tgk sorang pmpuan kna buli nga boss dia n dia decide nk pmpuan tu jd hamba dia..automatically pmpuan tue nmpk dia n jd hamba dia... dia pn lpk kt umh dis girl la... at the same time dia praktis dia nye power...aku singkatkn story je la...pjg sgt nk cte semua... de sorang jiran dat girl nie stalk dia... Imzan try la tls mcm2 kt da tp x menjadi...yg laki nie Shamsi name dia psiko...i think serial rapist.. so bile dia try pmpuan ni tp kna halang nga kawan dia, si Shamsi nie smpai tahap bunuh kwn dat girl.. N bile ade peluang dia msk umh dat girl n try to rape her.. Imzan came to rescue.. Pas2 dia suh dat girl blk kg..KL x slmt for her... Masa dia lepak kt bwh, Shamsi nie terlanggar dia... Dia pn sj je la tls What If Shamsi got hit by a car.. and it happen.. So What If rule is 1. All the things should start with What If 2. Anything pasal Imzan akan menjadi 3. Imzan kna sentuh org yg dia nk story about.
Episod 7 What If U are Kanibal... dia buat kat
Ok la.. nanti sambung lagi la.. Melampau panjang dh post yg nie...hahaha
A LiTTLe BiT of LoNeLiNesS
There comes a time in life...
Where u feel like no one could understand u..
No one seems to care...
No one seems to bother...
All left is their judging eyes..
Their dark hearts...
Their selfish will....
It tighten ur chest...
It breaks ur every bones..
It leaves a big scar in ur broken heart...
It make u feel lonely..
Alone in this big old world...
Trying ur best to get up...
With all ur might..
With no one's help..
U must be strong...
U must resist all the attentions...
All the bad intentions...
Stay firm.. Stay strong...
U are all u got..
Others will always fail u...
Don't add another name for that list...
Do not fail ur self!!!!!
Where u feel like no one could understand u..
No one seems to care...
No one seems to bother...
All left is their judging eyes..
Their dark hearts...
Their selfish will....
It tighten ur chest...
It breaks ur every bones..
It leaves a big scar in ur broken heart...
It make u feel lonely..
Alone in this big old world...
Trying ur best to get up...
With all ur might..
With no one's help..
U must be strong...
U must resist all the attentions...
All the bad intentions...
Stay firm.. Stay strong...
U are all u got..
Others will always fail u...
Don't add another name for that list...
Do not fail ur self!!!!!
Saturday, July 20, 2013
UpSet..TenSe...BrOkeN...
Dah lebih seminggu aku tak membebel kat sini... Aku tersangat tak suka dengan ape yang aku rasa sekarang...Seriusly... 1 months already... Just get over him la.... Damn u!!!
So as part of my recovery process, I took 3 day untuk habiskan Fast and Furious series... Best rupanye... Hahaha... And aku pn search balik all my good Japanese dram yang pernah sentuh hati aku dulu... H2.. sekarang tgh layan Zettai Kareshi.. Habis yang ni tengok Taiyo no Uta la pulak... very heart warming story... n ade part2 sedey la of course.hehehe
Aku memang nak lepaskan dia... Aku harus lepaskan dia.. Tapi kenapa hati aku sangat berat untuk itu.. Dia dah hancurkan hati aku... Selumat-lumatnye... Tapi kenapa... Sihir ape kau bagi aku nie... Kau dh bersikap kejam dengan aku.. Tapi kenapa masih sukar aku nk lepaskan kau.. Haruskah aku bersikap kejam padamu jua?
God... help me in dis recovery...
So as part of my recovery process, I took 3 day untuk habiskan Fast and Furious series... Best rupanye... Hahaha... And aku pn search balik all my good Japanese dram yang pernah sentuh hati aku dulu... H2.. sekarang tgh layan Zettai Kareshi.. Habis yang ni tengok Taiyo no Uta la pulak... very heart warming story... n ade part2 sedey la of course.hehehe
Aku memang nak lepaskan dia... Aku harus lepaskan dia.. Tapi kenapa hati aku sangat berat untuk itu.. Dia dah hancurkan hati aku... Selumat-lumatnye... Tapi kenapa... Sihir ape kau bagi aku nie... Kau dh bersikap kejam dengan aku.. Tapi kenapa masih sukar aku nk lepaskan kau.. Haruskah aku bersikap kejam padamu jua?
God... help me in dis recovery...
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